Cocktail of Emotions

I love you. I hate you. I adore you. I detest you. I admire you. I condemn you. I kiss you. I kick you. I know you. I don't know you. I learn you. I unlearn you.

You are simple. You are difficult. You are truthful. You are a liar. You are honest. You are a cheat. You are caring. You are selfish. You are sensitive. You are cold. You are Cupid. You are Ares. You are real. You are abstract. You are inert. You are an orgasm.

You interest me. You disgust me. You motivate me. You demean me. You amaze me. You alarm me. You create me. You break me. You impress me. You insult me. You excite me. You depress me. You understand me. You doubt me. You energize me. You suffocate me. You begin me. You climax me.

I understand you. You confuse me. I help you. You defy me. I trust you. You trouble me. I touch you. You escape me. I invade you. You push me.

I am air. You are water. I am old. You are young. I am wrong. You are right. I am black. You are grey. I am you. You are me.

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My favorite THING... that is no more...

You have a Thing in your life. That Thing is the best that you have owned. Your life revolves around IT. IT has become a part of your identity. Rather, IT is your identity. You cannot imagine your life without IT. All this time you are scared that if you lose IT, what will happen. But you keep enjoying anyway, in defiance of the outcome that is so certain. 

Then one day, that day arrives. Without even any notification......actually it does. But it only notifies some hours before the actual breakdown. But its too late....too late to do anything. And IT breaks. In front of your eyes. And you cant even do a thing to stop it from happening. Rather you are made to believe that you were responsible for it. Why will you do anything to lose IT? You were so happy with IT....you wanted IT to last forever. 

IT was the sole center of your survival. You spend a few days trying to join IT. But it just didn't happen. You keep wondering how much should you try. And if there is any guarantee that if you keep trying to join IT, and that IT does come back together, IT will not break again? 

Or is it signal big enough to understand that its time you get yourself over IT. Before IT makes you lunatic, erratic, psycho.......

Its difficult to face the truth and come to terms with it. Always. The decision is yours. ALWAYS.